Heresy of Silence

*Points up

Well, I’m one day late, but who’s counting?

I’m drawing again, but this time, it’s my DoMO character. What is DoMO? Probably the best Chinese mythical MMORPG you can get. But I refuse to advertise, go search for it if you like.

New images are going up on ~FullMA, the Deviant who invented BlooJai style.

With a strangled cry, a wolf fell dead. If God heard, it would never know. Its limp body was chilled by the winter cold as the wind howled.

Icy breath hissed silently out of the Alpha’s short snout as it stepped over the dead body.

In a teeth-baring smile, it breathed a question. “The next challenger to the position?”

The rest of the pack fell silent as the wind continued to whip through the barren clearing, scattering snow over the fallen white wolf. Alpha paced around the clearing, icy breath still hissing from between its teeth.

It suddenly turned around and pounded both front paws in front of another silvery-white member. With a whimper, it unconsciously backed away two paces. In another menacing grin and a huff, the Alpha growled.

“I thought so.”

It’s the First day of February.

I’m just making a statement.

(Yawn)

If you truly love her, you’d let her go…”

I won’t ever, EVER be truly loved. Yes, I have family, but my mom can’t accept that I can handle things on my own. She just HAS to prod and poke me to get me moving on my college applications. I’m not even a senior yet, for crying out loud! The sad thing is that I’m looking up scholarships behind her back, and she accuses me of not doing a thing about my future education.

My boyfriend says he loves me than anyone else in the world. He hates his parents, naturally, and doesn’t feel too much for girls of the same blood as he (I don’t object. I have a sister who enjoys verbally abusing me). There are some times when I like being alone with my thoughts, or a clean sheet of paper and pencil.

No one seems to understand that. At least, not until I shut a door, lock it, and hide under the bed and ignoring all who come and bang on it. Yes, I still can squeeze under the bed. It would be comfortable if not for the dust bunnies and various do-dads that show up under there.

Sadly, I don’t think I can be truly loved. I don’t let anyone close enough. Not long after I was aware of consciousness, I lost someone dear. It’s impossible to live through that pain again, so I numb myself. It helps physically too.

I noticed that the November Archive only had one post. Here’s another to keep it company!

Since this is filler, I’ll just put stuff worthy of ‘filler-hood’ in here.

I passed my Grade 5 Piano tests. Officially it means I gotta take a theory test to take the Grade 6 test in order to advance my piano career. To me, it just means I can officially teach other people how to play piano and legally be able to charge them for it. Whoopee, promoted~!

In the DoMo land, I made a stupid mistake of trading my level 41 Ruby Pet Logic for a scrawny level 12 SE3 unnamed Ruby. About 5 seconds of rejoicing over getting a Special Edition pet, I was dismayed because I actually sold Logic, my first ever pet. T.T

Not to worry, I advertised the unnamed SE3 Ruby and sold him too. Of course I got Logic ba— okay, no I didn’t. A guy offered a Rock egg, Sapphire egg, and a 26 named Jade for the Se3 Ruby. (Worked out for me, more pets!) We traded, said our ‘Hi’s and friended each other, and ran off in opposite directions. Of course, this meant I now had 4 pets: 2 Jades (I had one originally), a Rock and Sapphire egg. I partied in the Casks on my Thief for about 20 minutes to get the eggs to level 10. I’m still down there right now, just offline. I’ve wanted a SE2 Ruby since….forever….and now I have a chance to trade them in for one! DoMo has this thing called the Pet Exchange (weekly) and you get to trade in 3 original version pets for a SE pet of your choice. I have the three, now the trading time!

Break time! Go kill some MBOPs for me.

Back in the real world where it really does hurt when you poke someone with a Martial Artist’s staff and you don’t get to respawn or get rezzed, I …. (forgot what I was going to say) RIGHT! I’m planning on starting a comic or something about school life, real life, social life, virtual life, or whatever it is I’m doing and living in. I got dibs on “What Floats ur Boat!” That’s the title….maybe.

By the way, the characters will be animal manifestations of people’s personalities I see at school, so behave! Character quarrels will be resolved by an accurate description presented to my little sister and her verdict.

Oh, now that Thanksgiving is coming up, I’ll just wish everyone an Early Happy Thanksgiving and hope that I actually get to post something that day. (wish there was a smilie or something for a turkey here)

Oh mah gawd, I know a blog that looks like a girl’s!  XD
Ok, past that, I get English homework where I’m actually forced to write a story.  It’s pretty good because I’ve been scrambling to get an interesting plot development in Origins. (Not going too well, actually) The only catch for English is that I have to use three phrases in the order I received them (Chunky peanut butter, a green-blue topaz stone in the shape of a heart, and a red rose). Piece of cake!

I think I get my inspiration from my sister who says random stuff, like a ‘Bobby Whats-his-face eating a week old chunky PB&J sandwich’. Works for me, I get story ideas. She hasn’t come up with anything entertaining with the red rose though. I guess I can’t win them all.

….. I MUST HAVE THAT SE2 RUBY! *growl*

Oh, and Twilight comes out on November 21st! -insert fangirl squeals here- Seriously, I think about 98% of the Century theater will be teenage girls in Team Edward/Jacob T-shirts wearing sets of fake fangs and drooling all over the Edward movie posters. (scoffs, then joins them XD)

I actually do look forward to the movie, what with the special effects and all. I wonder how they’ll make the guy who plays Edward catch a deer.